Okay, here’s my deal. I’m 19 and I’ve been in a relationship with my best friend since last year. She’s the only person that I’ve ever been with. I’ve considered having sex with a guy in the past, but I never did it. She was my girlfriend and I couldn’t cheat on her. Now I’ve moved away. I go to an all girls’ school and there’s pussy everywhere. I think the fact that I can get it so easily is making me not want it. I really want to know what it feels like to have a man inside me. I’m willing to hook up with the right person, as long as he can take it slow. More than just a man, I’ve never had ANYTHING inside me. I’m afraid, so I need him to be gentle and not pushy.